Between Canopy and Cushion..

Dad nodded with no countenance,

Was it a 'yes' saying 'no'?

And I relinquish to the remembrance..

My high head but still bowed low!

His arrival late at night..

Our reluctance to sleep,

Expectantly awaiting so upright..

Then His tired face advent to cheerfully peep...

When I drop my aitches,

When I settle on my ambivalence

I know He silently watches,

The next moment observed by my silence!

Intuitively won't be able to invade,

This canopy and cushion of love,

Mechanically, even if tried to cut by spade,

For I fear, I may lose my nerve..

For the worldly- pleasures can't lose Him,

While, he is the beginning of everything!

Where should I search His embrace when I scream?

All these thoughts are playing ring-a-ring-a-ring!

Forever and ever He'll be in my heart,

Then, only by scalar-distance should I go far?

Keeping the stone on my heart should I part?

Should I leave this 'meek-star'?

Thinking about this my eyes moisten,

Everything appears blurred and vague,

This feeling is really hard to soften,

Emotionally, should I renegue?

REVEALING REAL

The virtual smiling enviously,

In it, the pendulum swinging this way to that..

And in the nook, candle still to tip...

Any road, but not any more or less..

The lines extending to infinity,

The objects protruding...

Projecting the impalpable change..

Any road but not any more or less..

Vibrating, the doors ahead..

Opening instantaneously to corroborate,

Strongly implying, its imponderable!

Any road, but not anymore or less..

The road to 'somewhere' shrinking,

Or perhaps, intensifying its length?

Curving its path to reach some depth...

Any road, but not anymore or less..

Why not? It can be said precision.

What a predicament it is!

Can't touch to feel, still impressionable!

Any road, but not anymore or less..

The candle in niche sizzling;

What anxiety does it have?

WOO SH! Smouldering escaped to sketchy smoke-rings....

Any road but not anymore or less..

Any road, but not anymore or less,

Could I afford to vanish in such disappearance!

Walking through doors, ignorant of right one..

Let the road shrink, should be me to magnify; myself...

Me at the infinity, snapping at the virtual verity!

Time has come now; for an autonomous endeavour...